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Faith and Doubt: Lessons from a Modern Orthodox Scholars Program

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Three years ago, I launched what is now the Sloan Scholars Program, an enrichment program rooted in our Modern Orthodox mission to integrate rigorous Torah study with the best of worldly knowledge. Through seminars, readings, guest speakers, cultural outings, and independent research, students explore enduring questions at the intersection of Torah and modernity. Over time, however, I noticed that many of the questions students most wanted to investigate were not merely intellectual; they were existential. Students asked why Jewish traditions developed as they did, how halakha should respond to contemporary challenges, and, perhaps most fundamentally, how a Modern Orthodox Jew should live in a complex modern world.

These questions eventually led us to one of the most sensitive and important subjects in Jewish education: faith and doubt. In what follows, I offer a brief case study of how our Scholars Program approached this topic through both philosophical and narrative texts, focusing on Rabbi Norman Lamm’s writings and the poetry of Yehoshua November.

First, to address these questions directly, I added R. Lamm’s lengthy 1967 essay “Faith and Doubt” to the senior-year curriculum. The essay proved especially powerful because he begins where many students already find themselves: confronting uncertainty while remaining deeply committed to Jewish life and learning. As R. Lamm acknowledges in his opening, “we are naive if we think we can teach Judaism, especially to a young person, without encountering some genuine doubt,” and that his greater concern is not doubt by the uncommitted, but the “ubiquity of honest doubt” shared by young Orthodox Jews, and the “catastrophic consequences of cowardice in dealing with it.”

As we studied this essay, our students learned that a leading Modern Orthodox thinker validated their search for truth and meaning—and validated their doubts as fundamental to this central, critical, and existential process. We learned that growing one’s faith means necessarily encountering doubt. And as the instructor of this seminar, I learned that students found different pathways into this discussion through their study of this text, in reflecting on their experience in our Scholars program, and in paradigms of religious individuals who publicly write about—even in narrative or poetic form—their theological questions, stresses, and challenges. In what follows, I offer a case study and model of how to broach the subject of faith with Modern Orthodox students in the context of our Modern Orthodox school’s Scholars program, and with a focus on both dialectics of faith and doubt and lived, narrative models of faith and doubt.

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The first distinction that students found helpful, in formulating their own tensions between commitment and questioning, is the difference between what R. Lamm terms “belief-that” and “belief-in”, a distinction that draws from Martin Buber’s Two Types of Faith. The former is a “cognitive type of faith” in which one intellectually accepts certain propositions as true. The latter is “not of propositions but of relationship.” For R. Lamm, this second form of faith is critical for the existentialist struggling with propositional challenges, for “regardless of the thoughts I entertain about God, regardless of my theology and the dogmas I affirm, I believe in Him: I trust and esteem Him.” Furthermore, R. Lamm suggests that this trusting “belief-in” can be expressed both affectively, in emotional trust, and through function and action. Doubt, as well, can be categorized as either “methodological” or “substantive,” with the former adapted by medieval Jewish philosophers as a means for acquiring the truth, whereas the latter becomes a “condition of life” and wreaks “havoc with my peace of mind.” Even within cognitive faith, however, R. Lamm argues that the existentialist will have substantive doubt, as religious cognition—and its accompanying doubts, are not in relation to “abstract, static acknowledgment[s] of truth” but rather towards a “struggle in the attainment of emet.”

And this is where R. Lamm sees doubt playing “a positive role.” Citing Paul Tillich’s dialectical framing of faith “as the continuous tension between itself and the doubt within itself,” R. Lamm argues that doubt becomes part of the constructive struggle of the modern spiritual personality, one who starts “believing despite doubt” but who ends believing “all the more firmly because of doubt.” In the end, “Out of the agony of a faith which must constantly wrestle with doubt may emerge an emunah of far greater vision, scope, and attainment.”

For my students, as a first step, acknowledging that doubt can be a productive driver for deepening one’s faith was a revelation. Sourcing this in both R. Saadiah Gaon and R. Lamm’s adaptation of modern existentialism only deepened their understanding and appreciation for the historically Jewish complexity of growing faith. And understanding that a certain halakhic pragmatism should reign regardless of one’s lifelong faith journey affirmed what many of our scholars had intuited: that it is “understandable and legitimate to entertain doubts in the area of cognitive faith, in emunah–emet, and yet insulate functional faith, the commitment of emunah–ne’emanut or Halakhah, from any doubt whatsoever.”

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Over the course of our Scholars program, there are many other opportunities for students to wrestle with ethics, historic meaning-making, and their own faith journeys. A second text and study that deepens students’ understanding of lived faith through suffering is more of a narrative, poetic, and personal encounter: our Juniors’ study of Yehoshua November’s work of poetry Two Worlds Exist, followed by our Zoom call with the author. In his poetry, November addresses the contradictions of our world, the suffering that he’s witnessed and experienced, and the conceptual and even mystical dimensions of binaries—of “two worlds”—of bodies and souls, of this world and another.

In our seminars, students gravitated toward poems that explored suffering, Divine hiddenness, and the struggle between spiritual aspiration and everyday life. When asked, they identified poems like “Falling from the Sky” and “Suddenly” as two that they wished to read aloud—the former narrates the poet’s distressing discovery that his daughter is deaf; the second challenges typical classroom settings as ideal for learning. Both express challenges (his whole life he expected “terrible news would fall from the sky”) and wonder (“remarkable things happen” well beyond classrooms), and both express a new perspective that affirms a central tenet in November’s poetry of another world:

whatever you think could never happen,

must happen.

And in this way,

you know clearly

there is a world you do not see.

Unlike philosophical texts, which often seek conceptual clarity, November’s poetry (like all good poetry) offers students a direct and narrative language for an invisible world—and living with doubt and ambiguity. Here, they encountered (and later met) a religious voice that modeled what it means to continue living faithfully along with uncertainty.

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In a feedback survey, seven of the juniors surveyed identified November’s work and story as one that was both inspirational and which served as a new paradigm. One student shared that “hearing from Yehoshua November really opened my eyes to a different perspective on art and Judaism,” with a particular interest and focus on an “Orthodox man” who not only writes about Judaism but about the “intricacies of his life.” Another student shared even more directly and poignantly that November’s Two Worlds Exist “addressed a question I had about remaining faithful even through tragedy,” as his poetry demonstrates a complex relationship with God, one where the relationship is “strengthen[ed]…even through the hardships and difficulties he faced in life.”

In fact, while counterintuitive, it is precisely the education about a relationship of faith alongside doubt that is validating and even invigorating for so many students. Whether it is through medieval philosophy, modern existentialism, or poetic narratives, students can find voice and meaning in the historic and contemporary models of Jewish thinking about, with, and through philosophical or personal challenges. Perhaps it is precisely in Modern Orthodox settings that, historically, have privileged and embraced critical thinking, religious autonomy, and the centering of modern thought, science, and culture, where such confrontations between Torah and modernity become most poignant. But it is those very same settings where educators can draw on strong precedents, complex models of faith, and heroic personalities to deepen students’ lifelong faith journeys.

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Hillel Broder is the Head of School at the Berman Hebrew Academy. He previously served as Principal of DRS Yeshiva High School for Boys (Woodmere, NY), and he has taught at SAR High School, Yeshiva University High School for Boys, and Fordham University. Rabbi Dr. Broder holds a PhD in English from the CUNY Graduate Center and semikha from Rabbi Ari Enkin. He is currently completing an MA in Jewish Philosophy at the Bernard Revel Graduate School of Jewish Studies of Yeshiva University. He serves on the Advisory Board of Jewish Educational Leadership.

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